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:: conversations with mirrors [12 Feb 2006|04:08am]
everyone should only make livejournal posts
when it's 4am and your completely wasted.
but look my spelling is upholding well!

i;m back on myspace.
sad but true.

let's dance.

::3 exhales of smoke breath me in::

:: new years :: [03 Jan 2006|12:58pm]
[ mood | sick ]

i brought a pack of smokes to a party.
i found myself alone on the balcony.
i kept asking myself: do i? don't i?
don't i do i want me to?

i opened the box and took one out,
and thought of my grandad.
i broke it and threw it to the ground.
i took out more and thought of more people,
and more broke and more fell.

Until the box was empty...

::1 exhale of smoke breath me in::

:: Carly's 21st BDAY [06 Dec 2005|01:49pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Me and my bitches....
(i dont know if pic will work, let me know.)

::3 exhales of smoke breath me in::

:: checkin this out [22 Nov 2005|01:38am]
[ mood | busy ]

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:: strange dream [18 Nov 2005|09:34am]
[ mood | confused ]

starts off i'm in this weird basement, hugging and
kissing this native guy.. and he tells me to hid this
sword that i have so i place it underneath my body.
all of a sudden these men come over us and start
interogating us, WHERE IS THE SWORD!
So i had the sword in this closet and the man
locked the door behind me. The sword is safe for now.
we walk outside and it's my school ocad,
but it was really Jimmi Simpson Rec Centre building.
There's a line up of people goin into the rec but
suddendly there's a band playing.. it was the Stars...
but it wasn't the stars becuase they were more rocking.
I started to cheer and clap but the entire audience was
standing silent through the whole performance. After the song
nobody clapped but me... and once i felt all awkward from
clapping i stopped, then they all started clapping. I started
to feel like that drunk uncle at a wedding that no one wants
to be there... expect i wasn't drunk, just confused. I started
getting mad about this so i kept cheering and yelling and
people were giving me dirty looks. Soon all my friends dicthed
me becuase i guess i was embarrassing them. Cue rain.
Then that native guy comes back and tells me that that sword
i had was the sword for the protector of the universe and i
had handed it over to the bad guys by leaving it in their basement.
i went back inside to go get it back.. but all the doors were
locked and i woke up. :(

any interpretations.. feel free.

::1 exhale of smoke breath me in::

:: christmas list [17 Nov 2005|04:57pm]
this has to be at the top of
my christmas list this year.

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:: funniest shit ever [14 Nov 2005|02:43pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

i just wanna thank Kaija for exposing me to Gunther.
Too fucking funny. You gotta love german art techno!

watch classic 80's Gunther.

::2 exhales of smoke breath me in::

:: just because [13 Nov 2005|09:28am]
i thought i would post just because Ashlee Simpson
and her sister are so fucking annoying that if there
is anyway i can contribute to their downfall, i will.

ashlee simpson drunk @ toronto mcdonalds.

Supposedly some guy asked her for her photograph with him and she
said she didn't allow it him unless he kissed her foot.
Man this girl is stupid.
::2 exhales of smoke breath me in::

:: back! [07 Nov 2005|12:21am]
[ mood | artistic ]

Got back from Montreal, had a great time.
randomly caught a art expo at the museam of fine arts.
Saw some Van Goghs... i love his stuff.
summary of exhibit here.

Back to work/school.


::2 exhales of smoke breath me in::

:: finally! [04 Nov 2005|02:52pm]
[ mood | excited ]

off to montreal this weekend
celebrating me and lucas' 2nd year anniversary!


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:: aesthetics paper [01 Nov 2005|02:39am]

I just finished my paper compairing hill billy fence decoration to graffiti.
Hahaha, sounds funny don't it? Give it a read and tell me what you think.

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:: Vee is for Vanadlism [31 Oct 2005|08:59pm]
[ mood | discontent ]


if you guys dont remember, this is the new bylaw the city passed on graffiti and the code of conduct on the removal of graffiti. it basically states that if the city (police) notice "illegal" graffiti on a premise and the owner(or lack there of) did not personally condone or have specific documentation, the owner then may be forced to remove the graffiti. If by the second warning the graffiti is not removed, city workers will come and remove it and then charge the owner by means of personally asking for money, or by including it on their taxes. If "ANY PERSON CONTRAVENES" it's considered an offence and can be charged up to 5,000$.

their definitions....
ART MURAL: a mural designated surface & location that has been deliberatly implemented for the purpose of beautifying the specific location.

GRAFFITI: one or more letters, symbols, figured, etchings, scratches, inscriptions, stains or other markings that disfigure or deface a structure or things, howsoever made or otherwise affixed on the structure or thing, but for the greater certainty, does not include an art mural.

So if i've read this correctly.. art is art once it has gone through all proper preceedures and has the proper forms and documentations? Since when is graffiti not a part of beautifying the specific location it's painted on? I mean, why are alleys so damn popular for it then? And also, i think the definition of graffiti sounds more like art than the definition of "art" mural. It one were to make letters, symbols, figured, etchings, scratching, inscriptions, stains or other markings on a canvas... would then that canvas then be disfigured?

what do you think?
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:: a weird day... [29 Oct 2005|04:02am]
[ mood | drunk ]

so, i dont know if any of you have been listeing to the news
(in the greater toronto area... but a 12 year old boy was found
dead earlier this morning... in a storage bin in his own house.)
literally, 10 houses up from where i live. (Coady Ave.)
i dont knwo why, even tho i didn't really know the kid i've been
thinking about him all day. The first thought that came to my
mind was... "I wonder what he wanted to be for halloween...."
the second... is why is my dog, my beagle Annie who is 14 years old,
allowed to live a longer life than such an innocent child? It just seems, unjust.
more story here, but not much.

Also, a close friend of the family has just been dianosed with breast cancer.
Fliped out on my step-dad over a job he's hooked me up with and recently has
been falling back on.. didn't know one of his friend's has been calling him
crying over the fact his wife has cancer... now i feel like a jack ass that i
yelled at him for something now that seems so trivial and insignificant.

why, oh why... why must everything only become more complicated as i get older?
I see kids in school, living these carfree lives as i work 3 jobs and deal
with all these personal issues... have hardly any time to fucking concentrate on friends
and past loves like halloween costumes and decorations. I now realize how lucky i've
been to have lived in such bliss as i have been the past years, as i was in high school.

sleeping in now is a luxury for me.

if any of you reading feel neglected as a friend, i apologize.
it is not intentional... but only a side affect of having to
work constantly in the hopes of one day achieveing happiness.

i cry because i miss.

::4 exhales of smoke breath me in::

:: TORONTO STUDENTS [25 Oct 2005|10:33pm]

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:: i'm smoking this quitting. [25 Oct 2005|07:14pm]
[ mood | determined ]

it's been over a month and i only cheated twice...
(heeey i was drunk and at a party! i cant help but get reckless sometimes)

I just wanna thank you all for the great support!
it really helped. :)

::4 exhales of smoke breath me in::

:: i quit smoking [18 Oct 2005|05:54pm]
this is week 3.

i dont think i'm ever going back.
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:: try this [18 Oct 2005|05:43pm]
[ mood | tired ]

go to,
type in "failure"
and hit the i'm feeling lucky button.

explanation here
::breath me in::

[11 Oct 2005|08:47pm]
[ mood | wired ]

hello? is anyone out there?

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:: tonight [29 Sep 2005|03:49pm]
[ mood | creative ]

::breath me in::

:: PO-dar :: [17 Sep 2005|09:09am]
[ mood | amused ]

(one of my favorite cop photos)

as i was walking home last night with Lucas,
i noticed a man walking down at the other end of the street.
I Said, "That guy is such a cop."
Lucas looked but for some reason didn't
challenge my judgemental statement and as we
walked closer and closer... a cop car emerged into
view and my mystery man got in the front seat!

Purely base on how the man walked I was able to tell
in the middle of the night from one city block away
that that guy was a cop! Talk about po-dar!

As stereotypically as it sounds... perhaps its the
awkward bullet proof vest or the gun holdsters...
but cops walk like they have a billy club up their ass.
Shoved up so far that a person can tell from a block away!
::6 exhales of smoke breath me in::

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